[ stand up! jweick ]

I know that my blog has been visited only AND ONLY by these ad sellers, bots, whatever they are that come here, leave some messages trying to sell medications and leave without saying goodbye. But my Youtube account... My oh my! It's being accessed on a daily basis, people still leave me comments and, surprisingly, subscribe to my channel! *_* That's so inspiring!!!

And yes, I came here only to say this.
Shame on me XD (come on, let me be happy once a week at least u-u)

I'm kind of having tough days lately. But everything is basically my fault. Can't describe exactly what's going on with me, but I must say that, as usual, I'm still thinking too much about things that should be solved in a simple and clean way. I believe I was supposed to be grateful for all the things that I've been experiencing this year. And not only this year. Actually, since I put my feet at this town, good things started to happen to me, even though some of them have costed me a couple of stressful and annoying moments. But it's no big deal.

I am not suffering nor even being punished or put in bad situations, the thing is that I'm not the kind of person who likes to solve their problems and I'm quite afraid of dealing with new things. I'm definitely not a risk-taker, that's for sure. But sometimes, people make me do things that if they depended only on me, I would probably skip and miss the opportunity of living something new. I'm kind of tired of this. Most of the great changes in my life weren't my own and exclusive decisions, there's always someone else behind me, supporting me, pushing me, and saying "Why don't you do this or that way?" and I feel like a little kid. Damn it!

Anyway, I've been into Do As Infinity once again, after a while not listening to it that frequently. I've downloaded new live tracks and right now they're being uploaded to my cellphone. Speaking of cellphones, I'll be probably changing, in a couple of weeks, for a new one. Nowadays I have an LG Optimus L5 Dual and I'm going to get this new one LG Optimus L9. And I am VERY VERY VEEEERY a little excited about this XD

Better get back to work (yes, it's 7:30 pm and I still have a lot of work to do, because tomorrow I won't be able to keep working until late at night). Saa, mata ashita!

I've just discovered the most interesting fact EVER about this blog: I still have active visitors even though I stopped posting months ago... More than a year, I guess... W-Wait, let me check last post's date.

*checking last post's date*

More than I year, I said? more than THREE YEARS! WHAT THE H---!!! O________O"

This only makes me think even more about how time's flying faster and faster these days. Actually, I have noticed (and lots of other people as well), I can't remember exactly since when, that human's notion of time has been altered somehow. Days are lasting shorter than ever and each year, no, each month feels like finishing in a shorter period of time. It feels like the clock has been ticking faster. I'm afraid it'll come the time when we'll no longer be able to follow the time, that the ticking of seconds will be so rush that we'll wake up and go to sleep as fast as we blink or eyes.

Or humanity will no longer exist.

Anyway, I prefer stop thinking this way and focusing on more important things: the NOW. I'm really considering cleaning the dust of this place and re-trying to post in English, as I started a looong time ago and didn't succeed. One (fireworks outside! If only they knew that's a perfect timing... XD But they have no idea those fireworks could be for me becoming active again LOL) good reason for that is the amount of visitors from English speaking countries (especially USA). Another is that I finally became an English teacher, so if one of my students find out that I have a blog, I won't be embarrassed of talking about the language I use to write here. I can be quite prouded, actually. Anyway...

Can't write more than this now. The mosquitoes in this room are nibbling my skin (because they don't pierce and suck like regular ones, they're more like monsters than simple mosquitoes -_-') and also because I have to go home. Tomorrow is an international holiday (Corpus Christi) and I'm going to sleep in. I intend to wake up around noon, have lunch, and watch lots of movies and TV series with my beloved family (husband and pets).

See you soon.

Listening to:
Do As Infinity - One or Eight | Do As Infinity - sense of life
Do As Infinity -WADACHI | Do As Infinity -ai no uta.

PS.: I'd like to mention that I KNOW that the viewers are only those who leave comments about drugs and websites, not real people, okay? XD By the way, who I am talking to...?